MY FUCKING LIFE IS LOST

girl.christian.bestfriend.daughter.single.
my life centers around school, harry potter, best friends, my short stories, my dog, my grandparents, my tyler durden cat, and those nights you remember forever.
i post funny, interesting, insightful, pretty, and everything that i laugh at.
somedays i feel like my life is being ruled by a lost lawbook from centuries ago.

nostalgicallywonderstruck:

& found (by [ CK ])

luna1120:

The other night I was Skyping with one of my best friends. She lives in Holland and I live in America, so we don’t get to talk often. I trust her so much, and every time we talk I just feel so loved. She’s amazing.

I was talking to her about cutting, and started telling her about how I sometimes take pictures of my self-harm instead of writing about it, or in addition to writing about it. I don’t normally show people the pictures, but I sent her a few. She had been sharing her screen with me because I’d been watching her draw something, so I saw when she opened the files.

She opened this picture, kept it on the screen for a few seconds, closed it, and opened it again in Photoshop. I watched, confused, thinking it had been an accident.

I watched quietly while she erased every line of blood, every scar, every cut from my body. I started recording the screen without thinking- I needed to be able to watch it again. I knew I would need to feel that sense of… relief. That there was someone in my life who knew the extent of me and could still see through to something beautiful.

I wanted to share this with you because I think it’s important. If you feel anything close to how I felt when I saw this, I’m happy. Because you should know that it’s possible to be loved, underneath the pain and the scars and the blood. We are all beautiful.

You’re beautiful, and above all, you are not alone.

This is very “reblog” worthy :-)

(Source: somefuckergaveoutmyurl)

thisisnotbruce:

#this photo is like the physical manifestation of terrible fic #IN THE LIGHT HIS HAIR GLOWED LIKE A GOLDEN CROWN

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IMPORTANT 

leadmetotheark:

my friend christina just sent a message telling another friend that she was taking her own life and i’m shaking i need you guys to reblog signal boost whatever i know usually when stuff like this comes up on your dash you might not do anything but i need you guys to send support right away i’m trying to get her IP and call the police signal boost please guys please

“i’m sorry bt typing is difficult becase my vision is blurring now but you deserve to know, i’ve already opened my wrists and took some pills and alcohol i’m really sorry kait, it might work but it might nott but ti hope so, and i love you, remember that and only that, don’t make me stay”

(Source: leadmetotheark-archive)

I’m Pimping Myself 

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SO THIS IS A BLOG FOR MY WRITING. MY SHORT DRABBLES AND SNIPPETS AND THOUGHTS AND SOMETIMES A FEW QUOTES. I ALWAYS LIKE SEEING WHAT DRABBLES PEOPLE LIKE BEST, BECAUSE THEN I HAVE MORE INSPIRATION TO FINISH WRITING ABOUT THEM.

so please go there, follow, and comment when you feel the need to? thanks.

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beesforeva:

cowboysintuxedos:

quintessentialqueer:

excellenceofitskind:

idontknowwheretostart:

My President is cooler than yours. 

Obama is the f*cking man!!! I want to meet him so bad!!! I just want to hug him.

Don’t always agree with his politics, but he’s so adorbs.

:D awwwwyeeaaaahhh

so fucking adorbz

(Source: thesoapboxschtick)